pen and paper

2010-08-23T04:58:00.001+08:00

It's already 12months that has past since the day we set 22nd of every month a day and date we will never forget.through thick and thin,we made it this far with broken hearts,shattered feelings and teardrops everywhere.but i know behind those sorrows are always eagerness,smiles and giggles that always come by every night before the lights out.i am always happy to be with you,i am always hype to make you laugh even if sometimes the laughter turns out to be tears.i just don't know why that i want to be there at your side even when you're the most irritating person at times,the most noisy when i just want a little silence in the room.you always know how to make me angry,annoyed and pissed at times.and yes,i was very much all that.but i just can't get enough of you.hopefully we strengthen ourselves and go on further.without any more bullshits,Happy 12th Monthsary Dear.i love you.

it might sound as if i'm being emotional-correction,i'm expressing myself to my Dearest Girlfriend.i really hope you enjoyed those 365 days you've been with such an idiotic guy like me.just so you know,our relationship is not as shitty as some others which i know of.i'm confident,we'll head further.love you.

2010-08-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

well well,it's been a long long time since i put my say in here.currently busy with work and entertaining my laziness.the same routine everyday is finally making me bored.i just want to change or just add some activity in but i want more money.get more stuffs and settle the bills.don't be jealous people,i understand.

today is my third day off and i spent almost the whole day with Dear.went to OG to browse on some things and we bought some stuff home.i'm now still at Dear's house watching shows,some old shows that we haven't watched.previously we finished up with a show Funny Games which was a bit of a bore.and next we gonna watch Friday the 13th.can't wait.

and last but not least,i totally notice some unusual or you can call it inappropriate behavior lately.when lately actually means a month ago to be precise.immaturity and jealousy really can't be kept inside a girl's inner-self can it.sometimes,tolerable and most of the time,well of course intolerable.well i'll say,sympathy is what will be given by someone,not asked from everyone.pick it up alright.i'll soon handle you,just wait your turn.=)

2010-07-23T04:51:00.000+08:00

alright,first thing to be brought upon is Happy 11thMonthsary to me and Dear.it was just like any other normal day only having to separate today and the other days is the fun we had.spent most of the day at Dear's home and caught a 9pm show which was Despicable Me and then straight back to Dear's.nice,funny and adorable awwing movie.but sadly,i fell asleep in the middle.comfy or not,i really had a nice sleep.how funny isn't it.even when we're at home,i've got to admit that i really did had fun in that small room with only me and Dear in it.took some shots as well.

another day well spent with Dear.heading back to work later on at 5pm.just as i thought that nothing will spoil this relaxing feeling,you guys had to come barging in don't you?well,good night readers.

2010-07-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

sometimes,how i really wished that someone is there to tell you which is right,which is wrong.what would be the right thing to do and what would not.cause we know,nobody is perfect.but at least you have the instinct and the brains to let you figure things out,doesn't matter if it takes days,weeks and even years.the fact that you could even make mistakes throughout the amendments and you can still try.funny how you keep telling yourself that you did nothing wrong,which in fact all you did was try to make clean of yourself so you wouldn't any blame for what's gonna happen next.frankly,i do sometimes.i will be a jerk to let myself off-which only i know will work.if saying 'im sorry' works everytime,this world wouldn't have rules wouldn't it.it wouldn't have laws either.i prefer silence to cover up shits,it's the fastest way;only way to end any problems in a sec.even if it's for a moment.

this post is not about someone,it's just me saying what i felt i needed to.

2010-07-14T03:04:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder,is the life that we lead now fair?if it is,would that be called life?i mean,everything happened with reasons and consequences.it can turn out to be a consequence even if it turns out from the simplest thing.you can always have what you want,but can you always feel the way that you want?seldom i've heard someone bragging and never include the downside of it- or which you would prefer showing off.if happened that some of you had what you guys wished for and didn't even face any unfairness due to it,just wait.you'll see.it's not a curse,just a point.

last updated was way back into last month if i could remember.yea i 've been working my ass off this couple of months.reasons are still the same,nothing better to do.so might as well i earn some cash while doing what i like,working/slacking.i'm eyeing on this particular Polaroid Camera which i happen to see at Toy Outpost(scape) and it cost $145.cheap or what?it's gonna be a grab.asked around about people's opinion on the PC and the response i got so far was just what i want to hear.i've actually always wanted to get a DSLR but now when i've come to think of it,for what fuck would i get one?i'm not into photography anymore and i ain't gonna be a professional one even if i tried.so to hell with that.

im' ma getting it hopefully by end of the month or earlier and speaking of which,i'll be heading to Sungei Rd this Sunday with Shahzan.i have no idea what came up to me but i wanna find the C-Watch.it just popped up in my thinking balloon yesterday when i was doing something-nothing at all.i'll search high and low for it,i really really want to get them.

i should really be sleeping right now.i am tired but my eyes just won't stay shut.i'm gonna go for a cold bath and then head to bed.goodnight bloggers and goodnight Yolane.ily.

2010-06-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

as i said before,i'm here to update about all the things i did the past few days.

on the 22nd which was our monthsary,we went out shopping for Dear's stuffs.she got a couple of tops at Forever21 and then we head off for a movie.

this was taken when we were back from the movie.my hand looks big!

and on the 23rd,i went out with Zan to shop.going out with no other motives but to just spend money on anything that we nice and affordable.which in my case,i bought one polo and one tee from pull and bear,a tee from Zara and a bag.and it cost a total of 150bucks.cheap isn't it?well for Zan,he bought a plenty of things more than me.spent over 200plus if i'm not wrong.photos are with him so i can't really upload them.next time if i have the chance alright.

and on the 25th,i accompanied Zan to celebrate his gf's birthday.went to Pastamania for dinner and then head off to Hort Park to slack.not a good day at the start,i was annoyed by tummy ache but everything went well after i release the tension.haha!

went out with Dear again on Sunday to catch Karate Kid,and then head to MakanSutra for dinner.it's nice but my appetite was not there so i don't really had a good meal.anyway,went back to Dear's house to watch One Piece.which i'm watching right now while updating.

i really had a good time,a really really good good time with Dear.

2010-06-26T05:49:00.000+08:00

alright,i have a lot of stuffs i want to update here.but i just don't have the time.i'm barely at home and even if i were to be,i would spend my time sleeping.hopefully i'll update all on this coming Sunday with everything that happened on the 22nd,23rd,25th and 27th.

2010-06-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

i'm currently at Dear's house.i'm gonna watch One Piece soon and in the meantime i'm gonna update.i reached Dear's pace at around 11am if i'm not wrong.ordered Macdonald's for early lunch.and we went off to watch She's Out Of My League.hilarious show,romantic and sad.cut the crap,while we're in the cinema,there's this couple who took their photo with a flashing digi-cam.and coincidently,Dear wanted to take a photo too and we did,just without the flash.

yea,and it turns out to be like this.anyway,before the movie we went to go show hunting and we just happened to find this kinda nice but we're not exactly sure whether it is or isn't.

the show title is Funny Games,so it kinda reminds me about Saw.cause that's what came to my mind when i read the synopsis.so hopefully it is as great as what it should be.alright i'm off to One Piece.

i had a great alright.totally great.

2010-06-19T05:22:00.000+08:00

the 18th of june is not exactly what i thought it would be.i woke up as per normal,went to work as per normal and even work was as per normal.to be frank,work was kinda fun.everything was smoothly running.until i met this idiotic patron.it be better if i don't elaborate more of what happened.and yes,after that my night became horrible.i was actually pulled over by a TP and i was fined 30bucks because my tail light were dead.after so many weeks without a tail light,tonight was the night that they caught me.and right after the fine,i couldn't start my bike for around 15mins.imagine yourself in the middle of the highway with no cars around at 215am.more or less,i did reach home and i straight went over to my P.O box for my letters but i couldn't open the god damn thing.totally bogus like fuck.putting the shitty incidents aside,i'm gonna go to bed and wake up to a better day later.

2010-06-18T02:29:00.000+08:00

yes i'm back from work.went to mac to have supper with colleagues.i don't know why but i am actually gonna collect the cups which comes free with any extra value meal with an upsize.i've got three of it and i'm left with three more.next week's colour is gonna be purple so i'm will be looking forward to getting it.

anyway,my blog is not filled with pictures in my recent post.that's because its been a long time since i took shots of me when i go out.hopefully on the 23rd,i will get more photos with zan.let's do it dude,let's be photo craze again.

dear you,even if i'm not gonna be spending as much time as i did with you before,i just want you to know that i'm still thinking about you.it doesn't matter if you don't see it as i am.from here on,i promise you that Sundays are going to be totally great for the both of us.promise.i love you.

2010-06-17T05:38:00.000+08:00

is it weird if people change too fast?it is like an unbelievable thing to be true.but in fact,there are some people who does.after accidents and incidents that happened,everything would turn out different so quick that you yourself wouldnt even notice it.so believe it or not,its not weird to have people that change in a short period of time.

enough blabbering,i just reached home from jurong east.out with zan for a chat.was working before that at box office and i totally hate that place.dealing with patron's attitude and shit.sitting for hours and wasting your breath talking for at least five minutes to each and every patron.the best part is that,some of the patrons really can't understand english very well.

....me- 'hi good evening'.
patron-'hi,can get three tickets to Karate Kid'?
me- 'for which timing would you like'?
patron- 'can i get the one at 1925 hours?'
me-'i'm ONLY left with the first two rows from the screen and there's nothing else at the back'.
patron-'haaaa,i don't want in front,you got anything at the back?'

....oh goodness,i did emphasize on the 'only'.it's either they don't understand english or i didn't make it sound like i was convincing enough when i was telling them about the seats.well,that was one thing.you guys should really see the looks on their faces when they found out that the show is almost sold out and they will start giving you a face.a face like it's the end of the world.people can be hilarious at times.really.

anyway,i'm going back to candybar later.and hell's loose for me later.goodnight people.

2010-06-16T08:39:00.000+08:00

hello.last updated was like way back then.really busy nowadays where i will sleep in the morning till mid afternoon,wakes up and head to work and finally home or hang out with zan.and repeatedly doing the same routine over and over and over.

life,kinda good in case you want to know.been working much for cash.hopefully my savings will increase for important issues.met up with an old friend and catching up things with him.i am kinda glad that we did actually.made a few outings just like old times,i really cant wait.excited!

relationship,hanging by a thread.i am trying,she is trying,lets just see what the outcome is.really wish for a change,but i dont have a slightest idea of whats there to change.god,give me the strength and show me the light to where i should be heading.

last,im gonna go to bed now.i know if Dear finds out im still awake then i will be a dead duck.not because she is gonna kill me but because she is gonna start nagging and blah blah blah.i know you are gonna read this.love you.

2010-03-29T10:27:00.000+08:00

i'm up totally early today,due to working.but how ironic it is,im not.there were too many staffs so i volunteered myself out.i didn't really want this job cause it's boring.to the max!well anyway,i'll be playing soccer at FICO later on with GV peeps.it's been ages since i've played real soccer.and now,there's more time for me and Dear.=)

2010-03-24T08:38:00.001+08:00

i finally decided to blog today.sorry if there's lag of updates and such.partially was due to being busy with work,other than that i was just being lazy to blog.quite a lot of things happened in the recent weeks.i might not remember in sequence but i'll just state it down.

-it was me and Dear's 7th Monthsary(22/3/2010)
-me and Dear went to the Singapore Flyers(22/3/2010)
-i caught a couple of movies with Dear: Alice in Wonderland,Cop Out,Lovely Bones,Being Human & a few much more.
-stayed over at my place for our 7th month.

yea,there's more actually.to add on to this post,me and Dear will be buying the same phone soon which will hopefully be Sony Ericsson Aino.i dont know whether the phone is good but i'll give it a try.we will be heading down to Toa Payoh later on,surveying phones here and there.

from the 29th March onwards,i'll be having a second job for the moment.im sure some of you guys would know about this; Home Team Academy NPCC uni packing.two years straight of working at that location.earning extra cash wouldnt hurt would it?=)

these are some of the photos we took from our day-out together.
and here are some of a few words for Dear;

i know i should be sleeping right now,but when you gave me a phrase that i kept thinking on and on about,i couldnt even close my eyes for a bit.you're right,i havent been giving you the attention that you needed for this few weeks.im sorry and here i am,hoping that you will not think the otherwise.i love you,and i still will.even if the attention i gave wasnt enough for you,just know one thing.you are still the only person im loving,and the one that i love.YOLANE,i love you.

2010-02-10T13:13:00.001+08:00

yesterday was an off day for me and dear to pump ourselves up for the CNY week.so yea,i stayed over at Dear's place for the whole day.we watch movies,dramas and a few animes plus having lunch that we cooked on our own.

dear took some snapshots of me.and the last photo,i didnt cry okayy.i was covering my face from the camera.

and yea we got three dishes...

we had chicken with seaweed and beancurd wrap.=)

fishball and crabmeat with tomato sauce.

and oyster veggie.

and we had Kickapoo and Sinalco for beverages.yumyum.

i really had fun yesterday with Dear

and Dear's mom cooked dinner for us and i headed home at ard midnight.

here's some of the photos yesterday.

im waiting for Dear to wake up right now.and will be heading to work later.

hoping for more time with Dear=)

goodbye people.

2010-02-07T14:33:00.001+08:00

people change,people appear in your life and disappear from your life.there wont be any that will stick with you for your whole entire life.only such idiots think that way.its only a matter of how you can handle the situation.some handle with mature thinking and accept.some is just so stupid and childish to react in a way of 'dont want to talk to him/her' and 'lets dont be friends with him/her'.how low can it get,plus trying to frame and blame the other party first so that you wont get any blame or pinpointed out if anything happens.oh wow,really mature.even trying to threat the other party.seriously,there's nothing to afraid of with people like you.try to think,even if the party change,have it got something to do with you?have it ever occurred to your puny little brain that did it ever disturb or ruin your life?i wouldnt wanna go any further and 'blog' about other people.im not as immature as you.so please,dont ruin other's just because you are ruined by your ownself.

2010-02-02T11:33:00.000+08:00

Morning people.ave a good one indeed yea.but mine suck.i've been dealing with tummy ache and attitude since yesterday morning.idk whether its diarrhea or gastric,but im sure as hell its making me frustrated.every minute i have to rush to the loo.just hope to recover pretty soon.

putting all that behind,i had a great Sunday with Dear going shopping.Dear laughed almost 80% throughout the day.like crazy woman but adorable.and im going to her house later on but i need to get my number plate done first.its like from FT6622P becoming FT 622P.idk where did the other '6' fly to.so i gotta be on my way now.later!

2010-01-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS CHEW PEIQI!

for her birthday,we went to Taka to munchmunch at Seoul Garden.
i am still full right now,i swear my stomach was about to burst.
here are some photos of today.

the love birds..

the other two love birds.

and finally this two fat love pigs.

and not forgetting...

Mr. Do Things Like A Mad Person.

we had fun at the restaurant cooking,steaming,wasting and eating.

ice-cream and ice-kacang for our end-of-meal and finally a cake from Awfully Chocolate.

after the whole dinner,we went to Fourskin to look around.

me and Dear bought slippers!

but sadly i cant shop for anymore stuffs cause of certain things.

and Dear got her own cam already,so she wants to show it off.

i'll help her too.here it is..

there's suppose to be more,i didnt receive them from Dear.

so just wait for more showing offs in the near dates to come.

headed home at around 10pm++

Happy birthday to PeiQi once again.
may all your wishes come true.

and Dear,thanks for giving me a great time over the past few days.
i love you.

2010-01-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

lack of updates!tsk3 bad bad.im gonna rush this one out cause i gotta go out really soon to dear's place.
this four picture was taken when i went out with Dear on the 9th Jan and i still have some more pictures.update soon yea.

i really really had lotsa fun with Her these few days.spent almost all day together,yes i spent almost 7 days at her place back and forth to mine.we went shopping for our stuffs and She finally bought her tees.i got to spend time with her at work as well,super nice isnt it?

recently i got a $75 fine for improper parking under a void deck.tsk!and im totally broke for the moment.just hope that a FRIEND could pay my $70 back in time.

i gotta get going now,am working later at floor till midnight.boring as hell!i hate floor.those gv staffs reading,do you agree?haha.=)alright i'll update in a few.later!

this two pictures were taken 10th of Jan.we went to Astons for our lunch and then head to Vivo for a movie.yes i've watched alot of movies already.post about it some other time.=)

2010-01-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

its finally an off day for me.going shopping later with Dear and catching Avatar,like finally.i've been ranting to watch it since the start.will be going to town for dinner with Pq/Stanley..oh and happy new year to everyone ,year 2009 countdown was the most boring i have had in all my teenage life.alright,i'll come clean,there's nothing for me to blog.im just dead bored.later!

2009-12-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

first of all,i would like to wish all a Merry Christmas(belated) and secondly,work was like hell but you can put it in a term of 'fun' hell.totally busy and alot of attitudes from patrons.but what the hell,its all gonna be over soon.

i was working just now and caught Sherlock Holmes at 7pm.but sadly,i fell asleep so im gonna have to watch it again and hope that i wouldnt fall asleep again.ride Dear home and then to mine.i kinda had fun with Dear just now.a lot of things happened,lots of commotions here and there.im sorry,but im just too tired,not physically but mentally.are you with me?..and im wasted on cigarettes till im almost broke.stop stop.please.

2009-12-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

went out with Stan/PQ and ZW.just sitting chatting laughing and joking around.had dinner and then headed home.another normal and typical day for me.just woke up from a nap,totally tired,and im heating up to 38.1d celcius.i dont want to sick again.totally troublesome lor.will be working later at 5.45pm at candybar.hopefully everything's fine.

dear please come home soon,i really miss you.i hope you're reading this.i want your hug,your kiss and you.i just cant wait for Saturday,i wish i would wake up later being it is a Saturday.sighsighsigh.

2009-12-17T02:44:00.000+08:00

why do i always have to make you angry?
why do i always have to make you sad?
why do i always have to make you cry?
why do i always have to mess things up?
im sorry.i truly am.
i know you're sick and tired of me saying sorry.
even when you're away,far away,i can still make you angry.
it only took me less than 2minutes.
im sorry again.

please do take care of yourself there.
and dont let me spoil your holidays.

2009-12-16T02:58:00.000+08:00

first day being alone.i took it quite well for tonight.im still left with four more days till Dear return.i was working at floor with Pearl and Weiting,i did have fun with them.we had laughs,talks and food.leftovers from the buffet and we kept eating the pandan chicken.i didnt ride to work so i took cab home and as usual,im always the last one to reach home.will be working later at 6pm.there's a Gala Premiere of the show Bodyguards and Assassins.hopefully work will be fun again.

im waiting.

it's totally empty without you around,really.

i miss you.

yolane.love.

2009-12-13T06:24:00.000+08:00

im tired

just too tired

help me so that i can get a rest

every good or bad have a limit

know mine and i know yours

lets hold hand and work

together.

2009-12-12T12:19:00.001+08:00

dear YOLANE CHEW,

Please forgive me of the stupid mistakes that i've done.i know that you're deeply hurt and that there's nothing i can do to make you feel better.i hope this wont 'haunt' you forever,i just wish for you to forget whatever happened yesterday if it's possible.i truly am sorry dear.not many people knows us,not many people recognize us but i'm taking this opportunity to let whoever reads this post know that i am apologizing to you for being such an ass.i'm really really sorry yolane,i dont want to take a break from you even for one day.i would rather use that one day to make thing out for you especially you're going away for five more days.dear,i really am sorry once again.i love you.

yours truly.

2009-12-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

Gd afternoon.to start off,i hate to be down in high fever.i cant eat,i cant sleep and smoke.so my cigarette have to stay inside my bag for a few days.okayy forget that,yesterday i went out with Anip to Kembangan for his bike repair.and just after that i met with an accident.two days straight hor!so maybe today is gonna be the third consecutive day im gonna meet with an accident.haha.hopefully not though.

im working later at candybar and i know im gonna suffer like hell.if not physically,then mentally.after work,dear is coming to find me and i cant wait.hees!

to my silly girl:

yes i love you too.

yes i want to be with you forever.

yes i will miss you whenever you're not with me.

yes i wont want to leave you.

and yes i feel the same way too.

2009-12-08T08:23:00.000+08:00

look at this.an old old photo of mine.and if im not wrong this is my ite days.but my main point is the hair!how nice it was back then and now,i look like me when i was in Sec 3.maybe even worse.

just to summarize 'our' Sunday,we ate at Astons for lunch.super nice!seriously,you people have to dine there at least once.bring 10bucks and it will be enough.right dear?haha!okayy after that head down to Vivo to catch Twilight Saga: New Moon with Stan/PQ joining in as well.i havent even watch Twilight and yet i've watched New Moon.well,actually to accompany Dear only=)..then we went to Park Lane for L4D2!awesome lan game.and head on home after that.had a great time with Dear.

back to yesterday,was working with Wen Jie and Jeremy in floor,doing eos of course.met Stan straight after i got home from work to have supper and L4D2!again!im addicted to that game.and today is the first time i send Dear to work early in the morning since i was at Whampoa.dear so pretty already hor.=)hees.

everybody knows you idiots are mad at a particular someone.

or some just blindly agreeing with some stupid sayings.

cause that's what you guys claimed 'friends' are for.

just stop being childish and come up and speak okay.

stop acting like a child and start being a grown up.

we know your games,we just dont want to play it.

cause we know we're not you guys.

we dont play,we just do it.

and to end this,thank you.

2009-12-03T02:23:00.001+08:00

i had quite a fun with Dear past few days.even though we didnt spent much quality time together.she can really make my day if she wants to.just that you dont realize.still a long way to go for that day to come huh.a little bit more i guess?haha..i love you still hor.tho something's missing.

i cant help but notice people's fb posting bout other people attitude,this and thats.haiyo!go straight to the face and say la.how hard can it be right?i mean,how immature is it to post at fb?sorting things out is better isnt it?rather then being childish and stuff.please hor..stop all this nonsense.thank you=)

2009-11-27T10:36:00.000+08:00

Present

Past

Way back in the past.

gosh,look how different my hair is now.and trust me,the 'present' is not bad cause i had another hair cut and it looks worst.but what the heck-.-

im up now at 10.30am,thanks to my noisy siblings.i got to go to my Grandma's house later and then head to work at around 5pm.really troublesome isnt it?oh yes,gonna catch Ninja Assassin and Case 39 on the coming Sunday with Dear! stanley/peiqi.i can finally spend quality time with her=)

and with that i end this post here.later!

2009-11-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

its been a while hasn't it.well im kinda busy this few days with work and Dear.even if i have the time,i would rather spend it by sleeping.been working full day from Monday till today.and i finally work night shift only later at night at GV.i was late on Tuesday and almost yesterday.i guess im not cut out for morning shift huh.well im meeting dear later at 3pm at TTSH and then off to work.haha and im done here.see ya!

2009-11-04T13:52:00.001+08:00

im a little late for the update but im here for the past weekends.

well on friday(30/10/09) dear went over to my place after my work.watched BOF for a few scene and then off to bed.waking up early on Saturday(31/10/09) to go to my friend's wedding at Woodlands.well,me and dear was the first early people to reach at the meeting point.after the wedding,planned on heading to Sentosa for the Halloween Party but didnt due to the heavy rain and we were soaking wet.im so sorry dear.but instead we went straight to vivo to buy some new clothes and change.catch Jennifer's Body at midnight and then straight to Stanley house to sleep.woke up ard 1pm on Sunday(01/11/09) riding home and all to get change again for two movies,MJ This Is It and Blue Mansion.both movie is great and so we're off home.weekends spent with dear was a bliss.hope for the same on every weekends.=)ily.

2009-10-29T14:19:00.001+08:00

I'm here to let out my biggest apologies to my dear Yolane=).

im sorry for not spending enough time with you this recent times.

im sorry for not being there for you when you needed someone.

im sorry for deserting you with other people.

im sorry to make you wait for my late calls every night.

im sorry if i make you think that i dont treat you as my first priority.

im really sorry for everything dear.

yes im missing you too,ALOT!

i promise you that im gonna give you all my time on weekend.

I LOVE YOU YOLANE.

2009-10-22T02:43:00.000+08:00

dear,happy 2nd monthsary!

im so missing you right now.but you hung up.

i'll be meeting her on friday for her special day=)

I'll be working night today,morning on friday followed by Dear's outing,then morning on saturday followed by GV work at night and lastly morning on sunday.gosh!im no superman.but everything is gonna pay off very soon.

work just now was kinda tiring,but the food there was superb,totally nice.trust me,working as a waiter ain't easy.serving is one thing,cleaning,clearing,setting-up and communicating is also few of the things you need to do.but i like it,for now.

later!

2009-10-21T02:47:00.008+08:00

twomore days to Dear's big day.but i dont think she'll be looking forwardto it cause i had nothing in store for her.i'm so sorry,i'm kinda brokeright now.hopefully i'll make it up to you one day kay?all i have is mytime for you.

31thOctober is gonna be a friend's wedding and dear is invited as well,andnow im thinking of what me and her should wear.i guess this should beher first invitation to a malay's wedding.sorry to trouble you,again..ijust cant stop troubling you can i?haha..and i really wanna go to NightSafari for the Halloween Night,seems like fun but it depends on myschedule.gonna be working tomorrow,i'll update more about the new jobsoon aye?

everythingis totally tight right now with GV,GK and mostly YCCS=)..i really haveto divide everything nicely so i can live on with my days smoothly.andprobably make her more happy than she is now.two weeks is all i needfor things to run smoothly.please be patient okay dear?

alright im off.later!=)

2009-10-19T12:36:00.000+08:00

the worse day of the week,Monday.and i'm working tonight at PP.

yesterday was my first day and it was alright.i got three humungous blisters on my leg.

thanks to my new shoe.so imagine how i worked with those blisters.

the job is still yet to be adapted so i will be patient.

after work yesterday i met dear and stan/pq and watch Julie & Julia.

its kinda nice but i was too tired and i constantly feel asleep.

after that off to home.

i had lotsa fun with dear on weekends.i am sure to treasure weekends from now on.

im looking forward for next week=)

2009-10-17T01:35:00.002+08:00

im screwed big time.

fuck you!

trash.

2009-10-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

right now,from this point of time i am looking forward to the 29th of October=)
next week is gonna be totally tight for me.when i say totally,i mean really totally.
31th of October is a friend's wedding,but dear doesnt wanna go.so i'll be going alone.
and a big thanks to Syazwan for accompaning me just now to Kembangan.thanks dude.

dear and i watched 500 Days with Summer(or whatever the title is) just now together with Daniel/Des.
its quite a nice movie but dear slept for a while-.-
see!tired right?tsk3..
had ice-cream and off home.
its really nice getting to meet her after a few days of not.
looking for more you dear.ily.

2009-10-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

i spent great quality time with Dear just now.went to The Cathay to watch Sorority Rows and yessa,its a nice movie.its like the movie Scream and I Know What You Did Last Summer.its worth the 10bucks.before the movie,had the Takoyaki at ION including the ice-cream!the super duper nice ice-cream.and yes i enjoyed the whole day with you Dear=)

and today(12/10/2009) is the day Dear starts her attachment so i will be totally bored on weekdays.so i'll be looking forward for weekends and the days she works morning shifts.i have to bare all this for 9 weeks!i will wait..just for you=)

2009-10-07T03:58:00.000+08:00

okay,first and for most,i freaking pass my TP!

after 3months of enrollment and now,im a certified rider.

then i met up with Dear to catch Funny People,and surprisingly its a waste of money.

totally sucks to the core.

i fell asleep and she had to be my pillow.sorry..

anyway,spent most of my time with Dear and i really enjoyed it.

i swear i love her.cross my heart.=)

right now,i really am in need of a new job.

at least to keep me busy when Dear is in attachment.

not that GV is not a good place,its just that most of the people there sucks.

totally on my nerves.not just the staffs=)

anyone,recommendations please.job in need.

how i wish you didnt have to go to your attachment so early.

can we pause and just repeat yesterday over and over?

cause i like it..very much.

2009-10-02T04:20:00.001+08:00

woke up early morning yesterday cause of the construction noise,i guess.then head down to Vivo with dear meeting Stanley/Peiqi there.caught the movie Shorts,it's kinda nice but there's too many jumps in the story.overall,its alright.then comes Night Safari!super fun.=)

there was this cool glow in the dark shop and yes,im being me tried a photo.haha and im glowing.basically,everything thats white will glow.=)

dear oh dear,imsoinlovewithyou.=)

there's more to come for you,i promise.

stupid.but..ya,i'll end it with this one.later!

2009-09-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

Marina Barrage,28th September 2009.

Picnic with the SUPERS(just a random name i came out with)

cause basically there are some people who is SUPER fun,SUPER irritating,SUPER idiotic and SUPER noisy.no offence=)actually there's more but too lazy...

i like this two photo alot!but sadly me and him cant get the right timing.maybe next time.

i dont know who took this,but is she copy me lor!haha.

that day was kind of a blast for me but its so effing hot there.and i did enjoy myself.especially with her.=)

iloveyoulasillygirl.

anyway,i'll be going out with dear later!to catch Phobia 2.like finally and its 13hours and 6mins more to go.

later!

2009-09-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

totally in boredom now.she's out and i miss her!
really,i miss you=)
Wednesday,went out with dear to bugis to have lunch and catch Gamer in the evening.
Gamer is damn nice!seriously nice.starring Gerard Butler,and be sure to watch The Ugly Truth too.Gerard is starring in it too.after that me/her,stanley/peiqi,joseph,darren,ronnie and desiree went off for supper.
im having my prac8.1 later at 2pm,im sick of failing it eventhough its only twice.so i hope tomorrow will be fine.
okayy im done for now,later!

2009-09-22T01:54:00.000+08:00

18th September 2009,the best day of the whole year of 2009.im so not gonna forget this day.thank you guys for everything.and thank you dear,ilysoooomuch.=)

20th September 2009,Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim mates.

'selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin,jika ada kesilapan,harap dimaafkan.'

22th September 2009,today was fine.i didnt realy had much sleep cause starting work at 4pm.and yes,floor is a horrible station to work at.but everything was okayy though.Yilei is back!yessa,welcome back girl.=)

and i hope tmr will make you smile=))

2009-09-18T02:50:00.000+08:00

first of all,thank you for birthday wishes.i really appreciate it=)really,i do.especially to LYLA.for going through the trouble to make a blogpost wish.haha!you're crazy girl,but thanks.lets go out one day okayy...two more days to hari raya and im totally not into it anymore.meeting her later and i cant wait.once again,thank you people.

its been so long since i take snapshots!i've gotta get more of it soon.

later!

2009-09-17T02:26:00.001+08:00

got a ride home on shazzie's bike.super cool dude.haha,its a dream bike of mine.and yes,i failed my prac 8.1 again.damn irritating.work was fun just now and its a crazy night for me.haha!

i cant wait to work later.another fun night i hope=)gdnight.

2009-09-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

im gonna try something in this post.right alignment,believe it or not i have never used this alignment since the day i started blogging.yea,the picture here is the movie me and her watched yesterday.not bad actually,how strong love can be.funny..for today,i'll be heading to bukit batok later for my prac,and yes this time im really going.and i have work at night,hopefully i get to change with winda cause i really hate box.i'd rather chew my fingers off.=)

alright,gonna go take a bath.later!

2009-09-14T01:57:00.001+08:00

14 September 2009,less than a month to my test.haha and im dead nervous bout it.a friend passed his test and im happy for him.am gonna take prac 8.1 later in the morning,hopefully i will do great,there's no failure in thoughts right now.all i want is to clear this stage.=)

found this old picture somewhere in my laptop.if im not wrong this was last year.haha.i like random,alot..

somehow,i feel like drinking ice-cream soda.with a floating chocolate ice-cream ball and fried mars bar!coming in after Hari Raya!

speaking of which,im working on Hari Raya week cause no mood for it already.
im going out with her on Tuesday,like finally and cant wait for Friday.out with her again=)
so later people!

2009-09-11T04:12:00.000+08:00

random post due to boredom.i like this view of my hair!haha and this was June when i was working at Home Team Academy.and i miss that period of time.its an easy money job,how i wish every job is as easy as this one.

okayy,i got an eye on the casio watch and im tempted to buy!tsk..if only i can spend.i'll buy everything i want.haha!

lily allen is hot!agree?totally.
Megan Fox is up with a new movie.its a must watch,nice or not,it doesnt matter.its MEGAN FOX.=)

haha.random post done.
later!

2009-09-10T03:24:00.000+08:00

stupid photo taken,just to look at my eyebags?haha.

i just watched Dance Flick and it sucks like hell.though i had some laughters,i still think its not a good movie.had supper at macD after that although i was not the one eating.and i have not been smoking much lately.is this a sign of me to quit smoking?haha.if i were to quit smoking,i'll be so proud of myself.

it's been so long since i've been out with friends,taking snapshots and having big laughs.dudes!if you were to read this,please plan an outing soon yea.found out that danny got a job,congrats dude and one day we'll break fast together aight?=)kayy later!im off.

2009-09-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Vivo.went for an outing just now with a few of people including gf.if i could recall it was,me and her,stanley/peiqi,JR/valerie,daniel,desiree and darren/yati.headed to ion first and yes,too many things tempt me to spend.haha!especially the small/regular crumpler bag.super nice!=)$89 only.how good was that?and Vans shoe is a must buy.die die gonna get them.anyway,we caught Final Destination in 3D and i dont feel that its a good movie.2 out of 5 for that.planning on going to Queens in the morning.so gotta catch some sleep.=)later!

2009-09-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was another movie day and yes it was I Love You,Beth Cooper.she's hot as hell!haha.the show was not bad,there's some laughters throughout the movie.do watch it yea.=)after the movie,me and her went to MacD with the others and then head home.i got a long rest and im kinda lazy to go to work.haha!whyy must i work on such a beautiful Friday.urgh!later people..

2009-09-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

im posting this for someone...

'there's this girl.she's cute,fun and kind i guess.i dont know,she makes me smile even when she doesnt talk to me.how weird is that huh?haha.i jus feel like talking to her everytime she's there but i just cant come up with a topic to talk about.she's the best thing that has happened to me after so long and i wouldnt want to back down from it.haha'.

read this and smile okayy?haha..

anyway,just finished watching a Jim Carey movie,The Mask and its super funny.i've downloaded two others of his movie which is Bruce Almighty and fun with Dick and Jane.so anybody who have a good movie in mind,do recommend me yea.im into comedy movies.so people!be nice and share alright.im off to work soon.later!

2009-08-31T02:27:00.000+08:00

bandslam was not bad,storyline sucks but superb music.rates 2.5/5 because of the sucky plot.haha!watched with her,stanley/peiqi and daniel/desiree.went off to marina barrage and had supper at chinatown,i think.not sure of the place.alright then,im off..later!=)

2009-08-30T06:15:00.001+08:00

i missed FD yesterday.doesnt matter,i'll be watching next sunday.remarks from other people including colleagues was that the movie was great.so it should be interesting.im watching bandslam later on,vanessa hudgens!..speaking of which,i met an old old friend/colleague of mine.if im not wrong its liyana,right?haha.its nice to see her again.hopefully we'll meet again.=)im off to bed now.later!

2009-08-28T04:10:00.000+08:00

Few of the good shows that i've watched.i'll rate it 7 out of 10,the violence was not bad.do watch it as recommended.=)

im kinda done with my new layout,well it's plain and its just the way i like it.easier to handle i guess.i've deleted my old blog along with my cbox and links out of my stupidity.so those who finds me here,please re-link or link yep.cheers!

2009-08-25T07:22:00.000+08:00

yes people,its me again with a new one.i know i've been creating and deleting blogs,but i hope that this will be the last.im still getting the templates done and i'll give a proper update soon.later!